記憶....Memory...

Truely speaking, I have been in a pessimistic mood recently, and it seems to me to be hard to release myself. Someone has told me that I think too much, and I always give myself too much pressure. However, I seem to be lack of some self-confidence, even if I have done a lot of things that others can't do. I am a guy who needs a stage of life to prove myself, but I don't know where it is. As far as I'm concerned, the job I am now engaged in can help me to keep my living; nevertheless, I am not sure I can rely on it in ten or twenty years. On account of the thought, I cannot but devote my all time to work in order to save money as much as possible. However, the more money I make, the more uncertain thought I have. In brief, it must be a tough period in my life.